| my heads pounding..my stomach feels like ass.. thanks for the cold Niki! Went to the beach today.. now I'm at katies.. fun fun.. lunch with mommy tommorrow .. yikes... I find every thing insanely ironic today.. nothing makes much sense.. but then again when did life make sense? Ignorance is pure bliss my friends
Oh and to all you out there excited about school.. your a fag.
This will also be my vvery last entry. Anyone who reads this if you want to get in contact with me I'm not that hard to find.
TE AMO SIEMPRE
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| well I got my car exactly a week ago.. I've gotten absurdly lost.. more then once... My grampa is in the hospital.. I spent the night last night.. he told me of all if fondest memorys.. and of his first love.. my grama.. you know he remembers the first thing he ever saw her in.. even down to her shoes...I danced around the room like an idiot at about 2:00 to Avril.. my grampa laughed and soon fell asleep.. I watched him as he slept.. so peacefully.. he smiles in his sleep... I sat with the nurses drinking coffee at about 3:00.. they were a riot. I'm back on sleep medications.. once again I am selling them... nothing much to say... I'm goin...
oh by the way the book I'm reading has changed my life.. I highly recomend it.. |
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| I must admit this whole sleeping problem has me extremly frustrated.. I'm at Christines babysitting tommorrow...woahh oo.. I actually do kind of like it.. I'm a sucker for kids.. |
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| well I break down just about every other day.. I'm sick of it, and I feel like I'm bothering every one exspecialy the ones who mean the most to me.. i'm sorry Brian
When will things make sence again.. When will I make sence again... I'm sick of this dumb page.. fuck it all I'm gonna drink... I'm sorry I have to |
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| I got a sleeping pill around 12:00, woke up groogy.. I feel like crap. I cant do anything right.. I've given up on my phone ringing. |
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